Now i really very tired of waiting and training
I also really dont know i should continue to wait or not..
althought i wait..do she really got feel with me?do she really will care about me?
i think no bha =(
but i dont knw why i can't give up waiting for her althought everytime i was thinking to give up..
but sometimes i really tired of waiting.. i want to sms her , but i not dare..i scare i will disturb dao her or she will think i'm very fan..so i'll just wait day by day for her sms..
But just now i see her blog..i really dont knw i should happy or either sad anyway..
i really dont know what to do..now only 1 people that know who i was waiting..the others not really knw whats this about... even Terry >.<
But now that people was kinda quarrel with me ..now i really dont know who again i can share this thing with and who again can give me advice and accompany me
my mood now really very tired and confused..
acctually i didn't really waited for 7 days..its acctually 10th day already..but the 3 days i got sms with her and talk hp with her..so maybe that not counted as waiting bha >.<
Everyday like this training, i really felt very tired and bored =(
yesterday if i wasnt fall down, i think we wont go back home at 9.30pm ler...
yesterday kept training from 7.30pm till 9.40pm or something..
when around 9 o'clock i already very tired ler..then Xiong still call us train
i knw we have to perfect it before this friday..but our stamina really not that good ==''
when 9 o'clock that training we keep fall down..but at last we also finish it..
but Xiong want us train another time.. then this time we also keep fall down,because we really not enough energy.. until i get major fall down from then Xiong finally let us rest..
when i fall down to the floor and lie down..i really feel like dont want to wake up again.. because i really dont have energy to continue again >.<
but luckily this fall doesnt injured anyway..
Regards,
♥iŚнаđоWz
Ĥσиğ[♥] Ŵĕĩ
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