Day 2 ; Waiting For S0m30n3 again?! Haizz ... My happinest only temporily

Day 2 ; Waiting For S0m30n3 again?! Haizz ... My happinest only temporily

Haizz ....

Why i want wait her again ? it's very complicated and i dont really feel like wanna share it here

Sorry...

If really want knw then next time find me , and i tel you..

I really felt sorry for her ...

I also dont like sms like that cold on purpose..but my mood really very down that time...sorry

and i dont know those msg can like that hurt you so much..

Now i really hope you can give me the answer that i've waiting from yesterday...

But when night i sms eu just wanna tell eu i might go that night..but you start dont care me ady..

then when i saw eu and him so close...my heart really very pain..

My mood was down that time =(

The whole night i was waiting your message until i fall asleep .. then next morning i thought i wake up could see your msg..but eu still doesnt even care me..

then eu told me eu want to consider 1st...so i wait lorh and dont disturb eu..

But the whole day i was at home wait your msg and keep worry about eu..

but eu still didnt care me...

Until night i thought eu really would give me the answer..i keep waiting until i fall asleep again..

then when 3am i wake up..i thought eu really gave me the answer already..

but when i see my hp..it's not from you...

Then since i wake up..i go down and take a drink and wait at the living room..

while waiting i keep think about the old memories and feel like my eye start red ady..

until 5.35am i felt like wanna call eu wake up...but i dont dare..but i already xi guan alwiz call eu wake up..but today suddently didnt call..feel so diffrent...really miss the moment..even it's only temporily..

Anyway...thanks to my friends in school , i really lucky got to know them..

they cheer me up in school and make funny things...i really very lucky to have friends like them..

then also thanks to all my k-gor and k-jie..thanks for cheer me up too =)

If i go back i sure find eu de...haha

Finally..i wanna thanks to Polar Bear...

She's the one who always accompany me and cheer me up when i was having trouble =)

I also very lucky that got a friend like eu...

Thanks for all the helps =)

Regards,

Ĥσиğ[♥] Ŵĕĩ