10 MONTHS AND 1 DAY

10 MONTHS AND 1 DAY

Seriously , i didnt expect that i would be in a single life for so long ..

Even my mom dont believe i hasnt being in a relationship in anyone else after the last gf..

But i just gonna say honestly right here..

I'm not a perfect guy , i done alot of bad things , i had bad attitude , i get jelous easily..

I know i dont have rights to choose whether anyone suits for me since i'm not perfect though..

But seriously..

All girls were same , they dont care much of boys feelings .. i mean the girls i met so far..

Thats why i decide to maintain my life like this..

I actually do jelous when i see couple around >.<
I do wanna wear a couple items together with a partner..

But i hasnt met someone touch me deep inside so far..

Actually there was , but we last contact were before my spm , i told her to wait till my exam ends..

But there were something stupid happen between the time we lost contact till now..

There's something complicated happen in my life..

I ...... * Secrets *

Posting in my blog was too public , i prefer find a place and tell you personally about it ;)

Here's some stupid attitude of my PAST ;)

I know i werent cherish anyone in my ex , i admit that..

Just because i get jelous easily , that makes me childish ..

Before that , i was so stupid that i dont cherish anyone in my life , when i get jelous because of something done by gf

I start to feel that i wanna share my jelous with my gf , so i decide to make her jelous too..

But mostly i end up talking with her , saying some nonsense such as , "How if that was me and you're the guest who're looking at the whole conversation?"

Before that i were always like this, but now i realize it was so childish and stupid..

When you get jelous when your partner done something that hurts you , now i prefer ignoring them.. Just dont get your temper hot so fast before you ruin everything up .

i was like that before , and now i regret for what i did before .. Everything was so childish and stupid..

But now when i changed myself , i figure that its difficult to find a partner that can assort and understand you..

So , just cherish for what your partner have done ;)
Maybe they're just doing for your own good?

Just dont do like what i did in the past years ;)

Be a good boyfriend , be a boy that girl needs , not be a boy that needs girl..

Girlfriend are used to be loved and obey everything they did..

Not to judge her from everything she did..

I've learn my lesson , so do you learnt it? ;)